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Why would I do this to myself
Ive told myself to stop so many times
but it just feels right
these days are noir
don't find a way don't find escape
just bring me a light
just blame me tonight
don't find escape don't fall asleep
your dim negativity i can't have you next to me
we all tend to glorify whats bringing you down whats holding you back
i caught myself romanticizing lies
i tell myself and everyone else to take charge and defy all that's fucking up your life or deal with it deal with it deal with it deal with it die
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All Coming Down
02:45
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i think everyday of the end
the thin fucking line the walls are decaying that hold us within
i throw every hope to the wind
nobody can tell me whats right what not to believe and what to defend
Discrimination has no translation
Evacuation requires a location
No matter how good you're living its all coming down
the person standing next to me the people that ill never meet
United we stand in the eyes of the end
We're doomed and everything you own cant save you this time
so take one more look at this dead fucking end
say goodbye to your skin your bones and your life its over my friend
can you say that you're proud of how you lived?
consider each day as your last fucking chance to right all the wrongs you commit
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Mutiny (full)
01:48
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Tonight I am cold and its got nothing to do with the neglect from the sun
I'm finally at the point where I could leave and never come back and never think twice and no one would react and that's fucking fine
On that day in December of 2013
I sat and thought about what really matters to me
as the once important parts of my life carried on satisfied
I realized that the feelings dead and its time to say goodbye
Over the years i've gotten used to the mutiny
though the thought to stop trusting them can't get through to me
Why do these people love having problems?
Is there anywhere in the world where the decency hasn't fallen so low?
And I know if I go nobody will visit
and I don't fucking care cause your not even worth it
and the disappointment goes on to eternity
and I don't fucking care cause you're not even worth it to me.
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Bright Side
01:42
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You'll never swallow the afterglow
It's not fair I don't feel improved by the knowledge of being consumed in entropy
can you just get away from me?
Because I'm tired of waking up from this dream
Because I'm tired of drastic reactions of greed
Because I'm tired of wasting time on this life
I'll realize tomorrow its time to come by a bright side tonight
I'm gonna drink away this silver lining
I'm gonna blame myself for the pain
I'm gonna hang my head outside in the rain
I'm gonna drag my feet through the debris
Pull myself up off my knees and make it through
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Adolescent Ghosts
02:27
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Sleep forever
Who cares about the outcome of our lives?
Grow up and get back to bed satan said
Leaving adolescence has been staggering blurred memories
and I'm shut down and i know why
because explaining myself isn't worth the time
a couple drinks an open blink into my soul
and its down and dull
the more you care the more you're kept in the dark
no reason for
life to be so backwards
and you're wrong if you say i didn't waste away
my former years spent with attempts to find someone who can understand at all but it was lost in countless embarrassments of desperate desire
that serves no purpose and it offers nothing higher
desperate for denial
i thought the bottom would bring me back from my grave
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Fear to Fail
02:19
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Youth
Ripped out of my hands leaving scars
Fade
Back into your head and back to the start
This crippling nostalgia phase can never really be erased in me
Pressure
Building on the back of my mind
Take
The fear to fail away and leave the past behind
I want to go back in time
I want a chance to do this right
And you can say what you want, I am a sick pathetic cunt
Fight the dawning urge to give up and to lay down
Fight it
Life can take you so far away
Can take you so far away from where you need to be
Do it to see how much you can take on
No matter how much the past can try to hold you back you need to stay strong
Oh, to once again feel the excitement felt when you're young
The passing years and age tearing my family away and apart
Fuck this world
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Dirge / Funeral Day
03:50
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Resuscitation never let you down
but now that time cant be turned around
supporters gather in a parking lot
and drink the liquid relief to deal with the loss of you
we were just kids but the shit we used to do
the ghostly face of another old friend
who cant respond to the greeting i extend
he fucking got away
Greg fucking got away
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Just Because
03:29
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